SPRING!

all i ever want to do anymore is attend picnics, all the time. i want to sit on the grass with angela and some fags every day and eat wawa at penn treaty park. i don't want to do homework anymore, i don't want to play softball, i don't want to talk to anyone, i just want to eat some food and talk about dumb stuff with no relevance to anything. maybe throw a frisbee or something, but mostly do nothing at some stupid park for hours on end. it may just be because it's spring and it's nice out but i've been like this for a while now. i wish there was a profession where i could just sit in a park all day with some cool people and just chill. spring has also brought some freak inspiration to create art, i started a painting on some wood, and i find myself pulling out my journal at least once a day just to doodle and scribble and write notes for myself later. i feel so comfortable right now, i just need to push myself to do any of my homework/schoolwork so i can finish this school year with a bang.

ohh by the way, friday we decided on penn treaty park because we have at least one car maybe two, and the 25 bus will drop you off in that area. so really all we need is a bunch of blankets and wawa food, maybe like a soccer ball or a frisbee or something. seriously though, any asshole reading this is welcome, only if you know us though no creeps from like far off new york. i guess talk to me or angela or just show up.