yuck

i'm tired but i don't feel like sleeping, no one is saying anything interesting, and i have an intense urge to look up more octopus species, which i'm resisting because my eyes hurt. i'm also listening to alkaline trio, which is something i haven't done in a long time, and i like ignoring a band for so long that you go back and love them all over again. i don't know i feel like going out right now for a walk and just wander for awhile and forget the time, this is a bad idea but i still feel like i should do it. one day i will do my impulsive things, but for right now i have to play by their rules and do my work and go to school. i honestly have no clue what i want with my life and every week i change it to something new. lately i think interpreter would be nice, but i really want to be the otacon to someone's snake. by the way, otacon, hottest character in MGS in my opinion, snake's alright, but this hottie, DAYUM.